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blusparrow (LoA)

Joined May 2009 and calls My Blog! home.

186 stories, 1 challenge, 454 comments, and 52 friends

I am The Blue Sparrow (haha remember that ::takes out sword:: hehe) I am a ficlets survivor and I am very glad to be back.

I am a helpless romantic that stumbled into Ficlets and fell in love with writing. I also fell in love with the family that I came to know on that site. I seemed to grow as a writer more and more and my grades in my english class shot up.

Now in college I try to find time to write even though now it seems like my writing time is consumed by technical research papers. I have changed a lot since I stumbled into Ficlets, but cute sweet poetry is a still a part of my life.

I am in LoA as The Holder of the Blue Crayon of Destiny (see my icon :] )

Series I’m in:
Road Trip! with Bandbaby, Lone Writer, and Bartimeaus
http://ficly.com/stories/404

No Name yet with Overlooked Merchandise
http://ficly.com/stories/782

Stories

  1. Not Supposed To Be This Way

    No. It isn’t supposed to be this way. It never was supposed to end up this way. Reading all the poems I wrote you, I can still remember how happy I was. Now the words I held so dear, Mean nothing to you. It’s not supposed to be this way.

  2. If You Only Knew

    I keep looking out the window. Wishing I would see your car. See your face, But reality tells a different tale. Geting you out of my head, Is impossible. If you only knew, The way i still love you. If you only felt, The pain you have caused me. If you ...

  3. Nights Alone

    Nights are the hardest. Sleep is out the window. When I am truely alone, My mind wanders To what I used to have. It pains me to feel That I lost everything In the blink of an eye And i took it all for granted. That blank space Is still unfilled. When I...

  4. My Room Suffocates Me

    My room suffocates me. The earrings he gave me are stuck to my wall. The picture of us is glued to my dresser. A card that expresses his love haunts next to it. His large and warm hoodie takes up a space on my floor. My favorite jacket he gave me cling...

  5. A Broken Heart

    A broken heart I never thought it would hurt this bad. It aches and gives me pain. I apetite to eat is totally gone, And the tears just keep falling down. What hurts the most I never saw it coming. I never thought I was hurting you. I never thought I w...

  6. Not Ready To Say Goodbye

    If you saw all the tears, Would you believe me? If you saw the hurt in my eyes, Would you believe me? If you heard me scream, Would you believe me? Now I am feeling like we hit a wall. I just cant get past it. I can’t break it down, To get to you...

  7. Slipping Away.

    I’ve never had The tears fall this hard before. But is anyone listening? Do you think I dont realize That your slipping away, And you don’t seem to care? The way you talk to me shows it all, But even that now seems so rare. But does anyone ...

  8. I Miss You

    Something unidentifable stays in my throat Choaks me up and slips away my smile Causes tears and a sickening feeling Forcing away the feeling is undoable Ignoring it is impossible Is this what if feels like? To really cry strong tears? To really feel u...

  9. Why is it so Wrong?

    Is it wrong of me to hope You have trouble sleeping tonight? Because I do every night, I am without you. Is it wrong of me to make My feelings known to you, And think you have none When you have to choose something over me? Is it wrong of me to scream...

  10. {Utopia}(ElshaHawk)

    Another writer I must mention because she is like a mother to me is ElshaHawk. I call her Elsha or Elsh and she has definitly knocked some sense in me when I needed it. She never failed to take care of me when I was down and give the best advice…...

  11. {Utopia}(.:Band Baby:.)

    My next one is my sister, .:Band Baby:.. She has already told you how close we are, but I am happy to say it all over again. This may be strange, me being a twin and all, that I always longed for a friend that thought so much like me, that I could inst...

  12. {Utopia} (Someday_93)

    Well, I feel I have missed out on when everyone wrote these. No one told me they also wrote about me. For that I am deeply touched. and I am going to share many writers that are near and dear to my heart =). The first is Someday. I am amazed by her wri...

  13. Page 232

    232 I stood on the podium and faced the mirrors. That was when a smile crossed my lips and I thought yes, this was the dress. In my favorite shade of blue, this dress fit me in all the right places. The dress was strapless and flowed to the bottom. For...

  14. Might Pay Attention Today

    Keeping my headphones on, I lay my head on the desk. This will do until the teacher notices. Soon enough I look up to see my fat, old history teacher next to my desk. “Erica Chevel!” He yells my name as if I don’t see him there. I sit...

  15. Tomorrow

    As the wind howls in the night, My mind and I have a fight, Of what to do, what to say Because tomorrow will be the day When everything is about to change.

  16. Fall Colors

    Orange, yellow, and red Paint the lush scene in the trees. Softly, fall breezes.

  17. A Sunset

    Laying watching the deep sea, It is just you and me. Feeling the soft sand on my feet, Somehow everything seems so complete. The sun setting into the water, I can feel my heart flutter. All my fears and nightmares have vanished, You are the answer to a...

  18. Until You

    I used to be alone, I used to be broken Till you took me by your stable hand, Picked me up to my highest height, And showed me a road o so new. Now I can say something as true as the blue sky I’ve never fully lived, never fully loved Until I met you...

  19. Pictures

    Pictures of you and me in my head Are all I seem to see. Time has rushed by like a movie, But each picture is as vivid as yesterday. Each more full of love and passion than the last. Proof that I don’t survive, I live in your arms and in your heart....

  20. I miss You

    Sometimes I wanna just curl up and let the days that were apart fly by. Miss out on the fights, the tears, and the missing you. But I cant miss out on life. On what I have here. On the dreams. On the times that you still manage to take breath taking...

  21. Here Comes Preppy

    “Hey Erica,” I hear out of my right ear. It was preppy… I know that voice anyway I pretend not to hear him and continue to gather my things for first hour. He walks up next to me and pulls my head phones out of my ears, puting one in ...

  22. Another day of Prison Ahead

    Closing my diary, I lean back in my chair. The thoughts of his stare, his smile fall into my mind and immediately I feel angry again. That preppy boy, why must he like me? You can see it in his eyes. He has those puppy dog eyes. How can he like me when...

  23. I Want You to Know

    Yeah I know This is your worst fear Me walking out the door But I’m not completly gone yet I want you to know If you fight for me Turn things around I just might stay If you give up We might as well Say goodbye now No use in dragging it out I wa...

  24. 2009, My Lesson Part 2

    Falling in love taught me more than any teacher could even begin to teach and staring out the window a smile crossed my lips. Knowing in one year I went from tears to a smile, feels remarkable. I know now that 2009 was the best year of my life. It was ...

  25. 2009, My Story Part 1

    Staring out the window as light snow falls, I think about 2009. This same time last year I was full of tears and fear. I was heart broken by rejection. My heart longed for something more than what it had. My hope was dwindling. I was tired and weak eve...

  26. Description of a Lover

    He isn’t perfect But who would want him to be He is dorky That’s what makes him stand out He isn’t afraid to compliment With an open heart he speaks He is as strong as he needs to be It’s enough to make anyone safe He isnt a fig...

  27. Distance Makes the Future Cloudy

    Distance, The disease that is consuming, Consuming us more and more. The harder we fall for each other, The more the distance seems Much, much farther. Once I thought I could handle it all, Juggle between time for you, And time for my friends, But now ...

  28. One More Time, It's a Cycle

    One more time Holding on To the last second Till you leave again One more time Forcing myself To let go of My physical hold One more time Not wanting To say goodbye Only a until I see you again One more time I turn to leave Walking slowly holding my ...

  29. Prison in Have to Be

    Waiting, Waiting It consumes most of me With each second that ticks, My mind keeps shifting Between where I could, I should be, and where I have to be. Here, I have to be. Feels more like a prison, A prison with bars so thick, Seeing through it is stra...

  30. Until I can See You

    Until I can see you All I can do is dream That you are here And the distance is gone Waiting for you Is like waiting for summer Longing for the warmth And when things come alive I can’t make time Pass any faster Can only make the best Of not see...