Hey, I’m 14. My name is Iris and I love to write about sorrow and love that ends in hate. I’ve only been truly in love once, and it’s haunted me ever since. Much of my life was drenched in darkness that I’ll never be able to forget; I’m only 14, but I feel so tired and as though my life has been so long and black. I never stayed in one place long, and both my parents were crazy addicts that cared about nothing but themselves. But, I can say now that I’m in a better place, and hopefully will do some lighter writing.
I love writing,music,books, and stimulating conversation. I have a complex and very strange way of viewing things, and I strongly believe in all the evil of the world. My name is Iris and I am alone.“I became insane, with long intervals of horrible sanity.” Edgar Allan Poe
Stories
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Again.
And she asked, “How can you stand to get so close to my face?” And he responded softly, “Because you are beautiful.” The kiss was long and perfect; it was like something out of a movie. I wish that the love we felt in that momen...
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To Cleanse
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Stripped
I am haunted. My confusing but obviously dark past tortures what’s left of my sanity, for I do not understand why he did what he did. When the memory erupts in my mind, my stomach churns and tears burn my ugly eyes, for I never dreamnt anything t...
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Beautiful him
He is such a beautiful speck in the horrid universe, yet he does not even slightly comprehend how rare he is. Everything about him consists of a strange sincere innocence that even I cannot fully fathom. I wish to envelope myself in every fabric of his...
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My love...
Thinking of you is meaningless. I hate you for every way that you made me love you. I hate you for every moment of my cold life that I waste wanting you. I hate you for causing me to live all alone in this void of loathing and inevitable loneliness. I ...
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Ripped from the Darkness
As my once dark and painful world changes around me, everything happens so quickly that I don’t have time to realize that I have escaped the shadows and found the light; I have never been anywhere near the practical light of day. Everything that ...
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Irresistible Darkness
While she clings to all that is darkly alluring, the darkness also clings to her, and she is lost. She wonders how she could escape this lust for everything that is wrong and rebellious, but then she realizes that she does not want to leave all of this...
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Sickness
Inside your perfect pale body, you are sick. Inside your mind, you are sick. Inside your soul, you are sick. This ugly black sickness has become inevitably a part of you; this unreal disease is dominate over the beautiful person you once were. The mise...
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Dark...
Somedays I do honestly just want to give up, for all of these trials filled with lies and hate have left me weary and uncertain in my ability to trust. I wonder how much longer it will be until the glass is full, and I drown in all my sorrow and choke ...
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Mine
While I watch him sleep his sweet silent slumber, a calm happiness and light warmth flows through my once cold black veins; knowing that this beautiful amazing human being is alive, breathing, and mine makes me feel a sense of placidity that I never fe...
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Ashes
I’ve always wondered why everything’s ashes are always black and gray when they burn; everything is just as hot, just as cold, just as black, and just as lifeless in the end. No matter how ugly, vulgar, ignorant, or evil this being once was...
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Unwanted and Despised
A thick, black, sweet puddle of my own vile blood has formed on the bathroom floor, and my ugly frail wrist is engraved with the thoughts that torment the depths of my splintered heart; I am inevitably repulsive and horrid. My own mother wishes to slay...
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Diseased Desire
As his strange and delightfully rotten words overwhelm my blackened mind, a pleased expression creeps its way onto my flawed face, for even the slightest rememberance of anything that he has let slip off his tongue fills my body with horrible pleasure ...
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Sickest Love
Such a horrid and dull day it is, for cold fresh rain is drizzling outside and the same boring drone of people and life surround me; I am drowsy and long for something that will fill my day with exquisite happiness. As I ponder every possible thing tha...
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Hopelessly Sane
As I try to comprehend these strange, violent thoughts and emotions that are swarming through my dark mind, I use the lot of my strength in order to attempt to obtain my sanity, but everything around me gnaws at any obscure piece of logical thought ins...
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Sadly...I'm Living
I’ve died so many times; the pain of losing his crystal blue eyes has always been too much for my fragile heart to bare. Why did the Lord smite him before me? My eyes must have bled a million times since he was stolen from me; I continue to bleed...
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Iniside the Dark...
When the moon rises and a black shadow is cast called night, my head ducks, and my body quivers; I am terrified. I’m not petrified by the dark itslef but what is silently waiting in the dark. The evil cowards use this black blanket as their cover...
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Changes to mind
While he sleeps, a thousand different thoughts slash through his beautiful mind; he wonders why his world has changed with such haste, for only a short while ago did his dreams and thoughts consist of his daily account and emotions, but now thoughts of...
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Lonely Blood
As I press the deathly sharp knife into my smooth fragile skin, I continue to think that if I bleed enough and carve the right words into my flesh that she will finally care for me; I want her to tell me that she loves me. When the black line of poison...
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Love from Afar
When the time comes that I will finally get to lay my eyes upon him, it’s inevitable that my eyes will be brighter than ever before and the largest smile will sprout upon my lips, for I love him more that my own breath, and no one has ever made m...
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The Girl and the Sea
As the beautiful girl with the deep entrancing green eyes stared at the sea, she wondered if the vast ocean was evil and powerful or innnocent and magnificent. Then, she thought that perhaps this vast space of water was both; it would engulf anything t...
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Stolen Love
When I’m feeling dark and alone, I simply think of her and all the pain becomes instantly numb; the great pain that has swallowed me whole because of her new hate towards me only stays dormant for a short while, for I love her more than the poiso...
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Alone
As I weep on the inside, my lips show a smile, yet on the inside I am rotting. If you look deep enough into my eyes, you will see scratched, broken, and sorrowful eyes, for the eyes show even the deepest buried pain; they are transparent. Eventhough ...
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