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Iris...Alone

Joined February 2012.

31 stories, 0 challenges, 136 comments, and 28 friends

Ello, I’m 15. Iris is the name I like to be called, and I love to write about everything dark in my life to turn it into something beautiful. I’d like to believe that I’ve been in love or something like it, but I have especially felt a lack of it. Much of my life was drenched in darkness that I’ll never be able to forget; I am young, but I feel so tired and as though my life has been so long and black. But, tis in the past now, and all I can do is keep living and hope that one day things in my life might change for the better. I am a proud supporter of gay rights and human’s right to believe how ever it is they wish.
I love writing, music, books, anime, and stimulating conversation. My name is Iris and I am alone.

“I became insane, with long intervals of horrible sanity.” Edgar Allan Poe

Stories

  1. Amy (Mature)

  2. That Night (Mature)

  3. Flawess Lover

    “Oh love. I believe this horrid universe has always been against me,” I say quietly as he kisses my neck. He looks at me with those wise, unscathed, blue eyes. “Not if you’re still alive.” He always ruins my perfectly poig...

  4. Revenge is an Understatement (Mature)

  5. Pondering till I'm Stuck (Mature)

  6. Essence of Pain

    So delightful is the way that death can seem so sweet, that regret can be so perfect, and that sadness can seem so pure. I long for all the ways that suffering makes my life so poignantly desirable. However, one must be young, full of lust and divine s...

  7. Just Writing Down My Thoughts

    Someone that I admire very much once told me that writing has to have a meaning. The reader has to be able to know why you wrote what they are reading, but I don’t believe that. She was a very smart woman, and she taught me quite a bit, but I don...

  8. An Idea (Mature)

  9. Again.

    And she asked, “How can you stand to get so close to my face?” And he responded softly, “Because you are beautiful.” The kiss was long and perfect; it was like something out of a movie. I wish that the love we felt in that momen...

  10. To Cleanse (Mature)

  11. Stripped

    I am haunted. My confusing but obviously dark past tortures what’s left of my sanity, for I do not understand why he did what he did. When the memory erupts in my mind, my stomach churns and tears burn my ugly eyes, for I never dreamnt anything t...

  12. Beautiful him

    He is such a beautiful speck in the horrid universe, yet he does not even slightly comprehend how rare he is. Everything about him consists of a strange sincere innocence that even I cannot fully fathom. I wish to envelope myself in every fabric of his...

  13. My love...

    Thinking of you is meaningless. I hate you for every way that you made me love you. I hate you for every moment of my cold life that I waste wanting you. I hate you for causing me to live all alone in this void of loathing and inevitable loneliness. I ...

  14. Ripped from the Darkness

    As my once dark and painful world changes around me, everything happens so quickly that I don’t have time to realize that I have escaped the shadows and found the light; I have never been anywhere near the practical light of day. Everything that ...

  15. Irresistible Darkness

    While she clings to all that is darkly alluring, the darkness also clings to her, and she is lost. She wonders how she could escape this lust for everything that is wrong and rebellious, but then she realizes that she does not want to leave all of this...

  16. Sickness

    Inside your perfect pale body, you are sick. Inside your mind, you are sick. Inside your soul, you are sick. This ugly black sickness has become inevitably a part of you; this unreal disease is dominate over the beautiful person you once were. The mise...

  17. Dark...

    Somedays I do honestly just want to give up, for all of these trials filled with lies and hate have left me weary and uncertain in my ability to trust. I wonder how much longer it will be until the glass is full, and I drown in all my sorrow and choke ...

  18. Mine

    While I watch him sleep his sweet silent slumber, a calm happiness and light warmth flows through my once cold black veins; knowing that this beautiful amazing human being is alive, breathing, and mine makes me feel a sense of placidity that I never fe...

  19. Ashes

    I’ve always wondered why everything’s ashes are always black and gray when they burn; it is all just as hot, cold, black, and lifeless in the end. No matter how ugly, vulgar, ignorant, or evil anyone’s existence once was they will all...

  20. Unwanted and Despised

    A thick, black, sweet puddle of my own vile blood has formed on the bathroom floor, and my ugly frail wrist is engraved with the thoughts that torment the depths of my splintered heart; I am inevitably repulsive and horrid. My own mother wishes to slay...

  21. Diseased Desire

    As his strange and delightfully rotten words overwhelm my blackened mind, a pleased expression creeps its way onto my flawed face, for even the slightest rememberance of anything that he has let slip off his tongue fills my body with horrible pleasure ...

  22. Sickest Love

    Such a horrid and dull day it is, for cold fresh rain is drizzling outside and the same boring drone of people and life surround me; I am drowsy and long for something that will fill my day with exquisite happiness. As I ponder every possible thing tha...

  23. Hopelessly Sane

    As I try to comprehend these strange, violent thoughts and emotions that are swarming through my dark mind, I use the lot of my strength in order to attempt to obtain my sanity, but everything around me gnaws at any obscure piece of logical thought ins...

  24. Sadly...I'm Living

    I’ve died so many times; the pain of losing his crystal blue eyes has always been too much for my fragile heart to bare. Why did the Lord smite him before me? My eyes must have bled a million times since he was stolen from me; I continue to bleed...

  25. Iniside the Dark...

    When the moon rises and a black shadow is cast called night, my head ducks, and my body quivers; I am terrified. I’m not petrified by the dark itslef but what is silently waiting in the dark. The evil cowards use this black blanket as their cover...

  26. Changes to mind

    While he sleeps, a thousand different thoughts slash through his beautiful mind; he wonders why his world has changed with such haste, for only a short while ago did his dreams and thoughts consist of his daily account and emotions, but now thoughts of...

  27. Lonely Blood

    As I press the deathly sharp knife into my smooth fragile skin, I continue to think that if I bleed enough and carve the right words into my flesh that she will finally care for me; I want her to tell me that she loves me. When the black line of poison...

  28. Love from Afar

    When the time comes that I will finally get to lay my eyes upon him, it’s inevitable that my eyes will be brighter than ever before and the largest smile will sprout upon my lips, for I love him more that my own breath, and no one has ever made m...

  29. The Girl and the Sea

    As the beautiful girl with the deep entrancing green eyes stared at the sea, she wondered if the vast ocean was evil and powerful or innnocent and magnificent. Then, she thought that perhaps this vast space of water was both; it would engulf anything t...

  30. Stolen Love

    When I’m feeling dark and alone, I simply think of her and all the pain becomes instantly numb; the great pain that has swallowed me whole because of her new hate towards me only stays dormant for a short while, for I love her more than the poiso...

Iris...Alone's Friends (28)

  • Abby (LoA)
  • OpenSkies
  • Henjo
  • The Ghost in the Machine LoA
  • Wednesday [PJ] ((LoA))
  • airborne
  • Robert Quick
  • Sanglorian
  • Mystique
  • Onion Camp
  • Emily
  • Amaris Wolfe
  • Robotech_Master
  • MissMay.
  • The Fantastic Mister Fish
  • In Night's Arms
  • Brebelles {LoA}
  • m0ri
  • Jim Stitzel
  • Reaver19
  • punpun
  • Denying
  • JonB
  • THX 0477
  • Jae
  • Cally Beck
  • remembrancer
  • RockPaperScissors

Iris...Alone's Followers (21)

  • OpenSkies
  • Henjo
  • Abby (LoA)
  • Wednesday [PJ] ((LoA))
  • airborne
  • Robert Quick
  • Emily
  • The Fantastic Mister Fish
  • Funky Chunky
  • Jim Stitzel
  • m0ri
  • In Night's Arms
  • Reaver19
  • punpun
  • Denying
  • JonB
  • Jae
  • Zen Brau
  • Sanglorian
  • Rafael Costa
  • RoseTone ~LoA~