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Señor Carpín

Joined May 2009 and calls nowhere home.

347 stories, 218 challenges, 509 comments, and 48 friends

There will be time to prepare a face to meet the faces that you meet.

Stories

  1. amazing

    you and i we are lost together in these woods and only time will tell our outcome but honestly i’d rather be lost and forgotten than found and not remembered

  2. no

    it’s funny no matter how many times i heard the word “no” repeated to me i can never really manage to say it back

  3. a love song for j. alfred prufrock

    oh how i know thy pain, j. alfred prufrock. i read his words, and i felt them too. i had felt them before and had no words to word the words. the love song of j. alfred prufrock is a prime example of why i can’t show my true person in public. bec...

  4. a half-hearted suicide attempt

    the music is too loud it’s drowning out my thoughts i can’t think i can’t think i can’t think i can’t think i feel sick my head hurts i want to sleep the music is too loud my stomach hurts my head is bloated perhaps if i ...

  5. confirmation / confession part X (the solution)

    let us go then, you and i while the sun is burning still in the sky and let us run away escape and etherize ourselves upon whatever surface we can find and then please don’t let secrets out this isn’t yours to tell i’m sorry if it t...

  6. confirmation / confession part XI (ode to mr. ginsberg) (Mature)

  7. confirmation / confession part VIII (the molecules)

    and we’ll review once again my problem with your faith and how you put your trust in god and how i put my trust in the complications in the molecular structure of cee two aitch five oh aitch and that it will soon overload my enzyme factory and h...

  8. topaz

    there is a locket around her neck. inside it is the very being of her existence. she gets compliments on it and its bright topaz stone. yet everyone asks her why there is no picture in it.

  9. confirmation / confession part VII (the crutch)

    you see i know these things deep down inside and somehow i keep them hidden i know there will be hope for me even though i know there isn’t i know that i will soon be fine even though i want to die all this pain i feel i could negate in an instan...

  10. confirmation / confession part VI (the donation) (Mature)

  11. confirmation / confession part V (the eons) (Mature)

  12. confirmation / confession part IV (the irony)

    and today i have experienced irony in its finest form while she read aloud the story of my life in words that were not mine how she told of prufrock’s pain in words she ripped straight from my mind and though he existed years before me i am the m...

  13. playing house

    can we pretend just for a moment that you’re pregnant and we had to drop out we could get an apartment we could get a job we could get high we could get drunk we could be free and bound financially but i would hold your hand across our separate b...

  14. confirmation / confession part III (the metaphor)

    and so i see you have trouble reading into some of my more complex metaphors. i’ve decided to make this one simple and easy to understand just for you. you see if you equate all of the hatred and anger and apathy and sadness and guilt to a las...

  15. confirmation / confession part II (the offer) (Mature)

  16. dance (Mature)

  17. confirmation / confession part I (the problem)

    yes this is a cry for help yes this is my pain yes i know that you cannot help me yes i wish you could no i am not seeking any form of attention if i were i would be a lot less secretive and a lot less private and attempt very hard to show off my ...

  18. querido pluma (translation)

    dear pen, your blood, beautiful and unadulterated is falling in the leaves*. this blood that is mine also is black or blue or occasionally red or green. this blood, while the ball rolls down the tree (from which my life is constructed), it is writing t...

  19. querido pluma

    la sangre tuya bonita y pura esta cayendo en las hojas. esta sangre que es mía tambien es negra o azul o a veces roja o verde. esta sangre, mientras que la bola rueda por el árbol (de lo que mi vida está construido), está escribiendo las palabras...

  20. a prediction (Mature)

  21. utensils

    i have three notebooks currently in my possession one is completely full a purple journal i bought from staples for about $7.99 two hundred pages eighty one poems (i only write on one side of the page because) (…) (actually i’m not quite su...

  22. wheat thins (revised)

    (I decided to make this a song, so now there’s two verses and a chorus.) remember the time you poured milk in the candle yeah well neither do I and we laughed well after midnight and you broke your headphone jack I don’t remember why you had milk a...

  23. wheat thins

    remember the time you poured milk in the candle yeah well neither do I I don’t remember why you had a candle or why you had milk or how much we drank that night but it was a good night and I needed to feel good if only for a moment

  24. all there is is nothing

    is there a word for calm violence? soft melancholy silence while the blood so softly weeps no slashing no hacking no impaling nor crushing just silent lonely death you can’t spell silence without the slice across your waiting wrists there is a n...

  25. mama gibbs

    I should have listened to you you asked me to get a real rest and change you went away to visit our daughter while I stayed home and kept house and saw the patients and made them say “aah” and so I was alone and you were sick I should have ...

  26. vigor mortis

    I want to crawl inside myself and rot inside my brain the stench pours out my mouth when I begin to speak my mind how sweet the ever- lasting sleep that grips my freezing soul my eyes that force the coldness out are stuck in breathing mode

  27. water mill (Mature)

  28. i take it back

    I know I said I wanted him out of your life and that he was bad for you but this one is a million times worse this one will hurt you and force you to do things you’ve only ever wanted to do to demean yourself if your words to me were untrue the...

  29. so they say

    They say my thoughts are dark But that’s all relative For light blinds me And lights disorients me And makes me dizzy And sick And I just want to find the darkness again And bathe in it

  30. darling

    oh my darling mother earth how you amaze me yet though your ground drowned in snow your grass still is green through all the beating and the torment that you take from feet above you smile and you go on holding onto my roots for dear life

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