fish
Joined May 2009 and calls nowhere home.
495 stories, 9 challenges, 554 comments, and 52 friends
there’s nothing to put here anymore.
Stories
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Confession
Sometimes While In the car I take off My seatbelt Because If we crash I don’t want To be The only Survivor
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Wishing!
I wish I had a way with words And how you make me feel I can only express sadness, regret, And how she made me feel But here with you it’s different I can’t describe the pain.
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Patronize Me
Patronize me Go ahead Of course It’s all my fault I was the one That got us here You were the Hero Like always
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I Won't Be Home For Christmas.
I’m sorry mom, I’m sorry dad, But I can’t take it any more. And to my sister: I loved you most. I wish I could have told you before. No matter how many fights, No matter how many screams, No matter how many bickers, I was closer to y...
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consume
You have now consumed my mind. Congratulations. Whoop-de-doo. The feelings you did not want to feel. Is it good for me? Is it good for you?
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Quit Complaining
I would take you by the hand if it weren’t so out of reach. I would protect you from the storm if I could make it there in time. I would tell the world if it wouldn’t make me a hypocrite. I would come to terms with it if I understood myself...
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A Fish
When a fish looks out At the city’s horizon Does the world seem upside down? Is the ground blue and everlasting, The sky warm and green? The suns rays so warm Beating up on the sky Birds swim in the ground And everyone flies. Right equals wrong a...
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If Only
If I could have one superpower in this lonely ocean world It would be to make you love me, my whole life’s dream unfurled. I remember once, so long ago on the night when I was yours, I felt a spark when I touched your hand I unlocked all the open...
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Translated
You stupid being! You deserve to be hanged! You weak and foolish person! You king of deception! You pluck at my mind like a dust-covered katzenklavier! When I first saw I knew you were worthless, The loudness of your voice, your hedgehod-like blindness...
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The Moon Made Me Do It Again
I caught myself staring at the moon last night and wondering what we all meant and why, from far away we all look so small no matter who we are and what we mean because the moon she made me realize how small we really are and how large the vastness is ...
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These Three Words
Oh, these three words are daring We use them much too often They roll off the tip of the tongue their concrete meaning softened Such words as these so much offend As a dying jew to a swastika ghoul It’s a sickening feeling A guilty pleasure The m...
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The Bystander Effect
At 3:13 in the afternoon on September 5th, 2014, in Chicago, a young woman around the age of twenty five is stabbed in the middle of a busy park. She cries out for help from one of the four people around her, but they stand and stare in shock. She crum...
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to be or not
i see your saddened eyes stressful as can be you try to smile but you grimace at the pain i know you could be good i know you could be great so wipe off some of that make up and let your true beauty shine through i see you need some love but you’...
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perfection
perfection, perfection beloved divine today you caught me staring deep into your mind i tried to turn away but i couldn’t move my eyes the moment you saw me i felt your surprise
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Freak
there’s a freak in front of me and one behind me too i wish that i could be like them i really really do what they don’t know ain’t killin’ them i’m trying to be like you
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work in progress...
it’s the truth that you are so much more like myself than any one else and i know all that you hide behind your cold eyes because i hide it too
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big words
You widdiful being of stupidity! You pronk! You hierarchy of phenakism! You pluck at my mind like a pulveratricious katzenklavier! When I first saw you my floccinaucinihilipilification was great, Your lamprophony, your erinaceous blindness… My life i...
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Another Kill
He couldn’t feel it, but he knew that there was blood flowing from his gut. He tried to crumple, but the ropes tied around his arms, waist, and ankles hindered him in all attempts to dull the pain. He tried to scream but, alas, duct tape is quite sou...
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Syntax Err-00935
I was sickened at the sight of it. The man was nailed to the wall, a sword through his side.A crown of barb wire lay around his head. No one had ever seen him before. I took a swab of blood and put it into a plastic baggie. Back at the lab I put the ...
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sponge
pencil to paper, feelings to world. letting the pain soak into my words. one of few people to ever see it caused me pain that i can’t bleed away because I know it would disappoint. for a new reason, i feel accomplished.
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the great
secret obsessions poor judgement intelligent stupidity terrible, self centered, tiny rich kid, leave you behind everywhere i go regretting the minute you leave my sight
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Alas,
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my friends
It was the most excruciatingly painful drive home I’ve ever endured. The smell… The warming chocolaty goodness of their sugary existence. I was in love once again. My hand aching for the box like it was drawn towards it with an electric ma...
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glad
I’m glad I could help I know you would do the same Thanks for being there
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The Way it Beats
the moon sang in the night sky as i look in your eyes and know that they are sad i want to make it good for you the phone is on your ear i can’t hear him talk but i know that he shouts at you from far away he has no right to he has yet to feel yo...
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Rocky Horror Picture Show in Ten Words
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joy
tears of joy run down my face at the difference i have made and i flick my ‘friend’ away dont come back another day i dont need her and instead of ruining my day you’ve made it once again now i can smile no denial i haven’t crie...
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yo
cake cake i love cake its the most wonderful thing you can make Bavarian cream yum yum it isnt mean yum yum the cake is not a lie it doesnt make you want to die it makes you want to reach for the sky oh em gee -jenny
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bloodstained moon
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Who I Used to Be
“Dear Amanda, I love you. I always will. We will be lovers forever. I miss you. A lot. When will you come back? I know. You don’t know when. But still. I can dream, right? Anyway, I really want to see you again. I can picture your face perfectly. I...