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Rez Greetham

Joined January 2010.

31 stories, 4 challenges, 34 comments, and 8 friends

Well, college? As good a place as any I guess… A-Levels, and teacher annoyance.
Mood dysregulation, bipolar disorder- hence the slightly erratic writing on occasion.
Yeah, apparently things have a habit of showing themselves in time, so I’m going to leave myself to be discovered by you in whatever way you choose to view me.

Stories

  1. My Big Gay Al

    When sorry isn’t enough And there are no words to say, I can only hope this message Will brighten up your day. When anguish and pain hold tight Around the goodness in your heart, Please let the knowledge that I love you Break these walls apart. W...

  2. Fight.

    Fight. Fight for yourself with every drop of your blood, fight for every drop of blood. Ffight for your future and for your past. Fight for the people you love, and the people you don’t, and the people who need love but don’t have it. Fight...

  3. Learning to recognise how I'm feeling...

    I hide it. I smile and I laugh and I play. I only scream inside. I only cry inside. The tears dampen the flame of motivation until only ashes are left. Echoes of feelings that can never be rekindled. Can never come back. And I can cry no more. ...

  4. Any excuse now...

    Trigger. Waiting to be pulled. Wanting to be pulled. BANG. The smallest hole in the wall. The slightest chink in the armour. And it’s all too much. The blade, to repair the damage. To cover the hole. To replace the broken link. Safety once more. ...

  5. Hit the Road

    For me, the end came suddenly. I was walking, thinking. Then I Hit the Road. I was always told to slow down, to realise I wasn’t invincible. I scoffed. I didn’t know, he was waiting for me, always waiting, and I paid no attention to ihm, be...

  6. 9. For love...

    Crying, slumped on the floor as she bleeds. She knows she has lost her child. Boss sits on the chair in the corner, watching her as she sobs in pain and fear and anger. “H-H-How could you?” She stammers, forcing the words to move from her a...

  7. 8. Locked Up

    “No! No! No! Boss! No! Leave him alone! Davey, Dave, run! Rez cries, pounding on the office door. Useless. She slumps to the floor, sobbing. Let me the hell out of here now, you little git!” She screams No use. The sounds reach her from ano...

  8. 7. No way, Boss. Okay, I'll tell you... (Mature)

  9. 6. Questions, Questions...

    “Did you really think you could hide it from us, from me Rez? It was always going to show eventually. What are you going to do about schoolwork, and working here?” “I-I-I…” “There’s no answer Rez, there isnR...

  10. 5. So What?

    Not the time, or the place, she walks out. Confused, scared. Why? Why had her sister said anything? “Rez! Hey Rez! Wait up!” He calls She keeps on walking, a little faster, refusing to acknowledge him “Rez…” Boss mutters, ...

  11. Swearing In

    He stands, an impressive figure, above thousands of people, waiting to speak “Today, fellow Americans, we make history, today, we win!” Applause “Today, it has changed, race will no longer be an issue” A pause “We are equa...

  12. The Marks on her Arm...

    We are talking and I see the stains. She sees me looking and hides it from my sight. I ask her if I can speak to her in private. I tell her to show me her arm. She shows me her right arm. No, the other one. She hesitates, then rolls up the sleeve on he...

  13. 6 words, okay!

    We live… -————- We love… -————- We die… -————-

  14. 1. People change, Boss...

    Another week, another session, another problem, another solution. Lil Lady is not happy, Rez notes, watching as Lil Lady attacks Boss. When she decides Lil Lady is getting too violent, Rez steps in… “Hey! Lil Lady, C’mon, leave him al...

  15. 2. You're Looking at me funny...

    “Rez, whats the matter?” “What d’you mean Boss? I’m fine.” “Okay, if you say so…” Rez turns and walks over to her mentee “What was all that about?” “I don’t know, lil lady, h...

  16. 3. The Letter...

    “See ya tomorra, Ma’am, Boss!” Rez walks with the lads, as they play near the road “Watch out!” She can’t help but call. Rez looks across the road to see her bus leaving “God Damn! I’ll catch you guys tom...

  17. 4. You're looking at me funny again...

    “Stop looking at me funny!” She exclaims “You’ve been doing that all night. Whats your problem?!” A slight pause. “I don’t know what you mean” Boss mutters, glancing away guiltily. She walks off with the ...

  18. 5 and a half years on...

    Five and a half years on, and it still hurts. Someone told me at the time, I wouldn’t hurt forever. This memory always brings a smile to my face. How on earth can you not hurt when you lose your mom? Cancer. Acute Neuromuscular Lymphoma. Fatal, o...

  19. It's Raining... thank God!

    ’It’s Raining Again!’ Someone calls. They groan, I wonder why. Everyone is moaning about how bad their hair is going to look by the time they get back over to main school. I smile to myself and say to my best mate ’I’ll be...

  20. Memories

    I sat with her the first day. We talked. Talked about just about everything. I walked with her the second day. We laughed. Laughed at just about everything. I slept with her the third day. We dreamed together. Dreamed of just about everything. I sang w...

  21. Path Of Life

    “Why do we keep following the path of life if, when we finally fall, we realise that we have always been walking alone?” She crossed the road in a dream and only when she saw the lights did she realise they were not yet red. Angry horns bla...

  22. Running Away...

    I’m running, I’m crying, I’m breathing, I’m dying. I’m shouting, I’m screaming, I’m stumbling, I’m reeling. I’m regretting, I’m stunning, I’m pushing, I’m shunning. I hurt...

  23. 6 words

    I’ll live……… I’ll love………. I’ll die……….

  24. The Ex...

    It is the morning, Wednesday morning, and I’m at the bus stop. I’m waiting for my friend, but he brings my Ex with him. I’m ignoring him because he is an idiot. We get on the bus and he keeps staring at me. His stop, but he doesn̵...

  25. I'm Already There...

    I’m already there, though I’m far away. I miss you so much and can’t wait to get home. My baby Daughter, don’t cry, I’m right next to you. See the sunshine? That’s my love shining on your face. See the Stars? I’...

  26. The marks on her arm (Mature)

  27. Sanctuary...part 2

    My tired arms and legs suddenly found new strength and it didn’t take me long to be within touching distance of the gates that enclosed safety. But they were open, something was wrong. then I saw the shadow in the window and I realised that safet...

  28. Sanctuary...

    The wind was roaring now, driving freezing rain into my face as I dragged her along, not daring to let go in case she blew away. I struggled on. Her dead weight pulled me backwards but I knew we had to keep moving if we were going to survive. I stumble...

  29. Promise's Journey (2)

    A few months later, the matriarch had been chased out by a younger, fitter female, Apollo, and so she had to run further to escape. One day, as she was galloping away for what seemed like the hundreth time, it came to her that if she jumped off the pat...

  30. Promise's Journey (1)

    Promise galloped away, fear in her eyes as the female matriarch chased her away from the other colts and fillies in the herd. She plunged into the undergrowth, and, as usual, she was followed. After what seemed like an age, the female turned back and P...

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  • Abby (LoA)
  • Andy G {L.O.E.M.A.T.T.L.O.A.}
  • ElshaHawk (LoA)
  • Mr.Gabriel
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  • Andy G {L.O.E.M.A.T.T.L.O.A.}
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  • Emily
  • Jack Anderson Keane