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K-Jellybean

Joined July 2009 and calls callmejellybean.tumblr.com home.

184 stories, 4 challenges, 510 comments, and 35 friends

You know that moment when you realize you’re in over your head?
“I am steeped in blood so far, that returning would be as tedious as going ahead.”
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I missed this place. I missed posting. I can’t be the user that I was before, but I’m going to post.

Stories

  1. Uninvited Guests

    She knocks on the window and I’m still crying and I can’t stop and I want so badly to tell her to fuck off… I lean over with shameful tears slipping down my face and roll down the window. “Why are you following me?” I croa...

  2. iKat, uKat

    I heard someone calling to me from behind as I fled, plopping Moose in the passenger seat and speeding away in my Chevy. Why is this happening to me? Why can’t I do anything without being reminded of you Kat? Why must I constantly be reminded of ...

  3. Katelyn

    “What?” she asked me when I didn’t stop staring at her eyes. “Sorry,” I apologized quickly, looking away. “What was your cat’s name again?” She laughed, “Dog actually, his name is Timothy, but most ...

  4. Fallen Ficleteers

    (for Ficlets survivors, this is how I felt when I found Ficly) I looked around at the thousands of grey headstones looking like the foam on the waves of a sea of forgotten places. There is Nouvelle Bardot; I place a flower on her grave. Rest in peace, ...

  5. Sophia

    The hardwood floor creaked under my weight and she sat up in bed with a gasp. Through the dark I could feel her eyes on me, hurt and disappointed. “I…” I didn’t know what to say. ’I’m sorry’ sounded so lame. &#...

  6. the Couch

    It was uncomfortable to sleep on a couch after having shared a warm bed with Emily for over a year. It didn’t feel right without her body snuggled next to mine, or her breath on my neck and her leg nestled betwixt my own. My conscience weighed on...

  7. the Parents (Mature)

  8. the Question

    “Are you kidding me?” “No, I’m serious! Okay, come on be honest… You’re right, I knew it.” “Emily, stop babbling, you look amazing!” “Are you being honest or just saying that to keep from hurt...

  9. iConquer

    Ammit drew his fist back and thrust it down, crushing his hand down through muscle and sinew. His fingers reached into Denwen’s chest, crunching through brittle bone to grip the futile heart inside. With a sickening snap and the sound of skin and...

  10. Emily (Mature)

  11. whatever happened to delete?!

    i wanted to delete this… where’s the friggin delete option? ….dying…. this neeeeeedssss to be DELETED!!!! WHY CAN’T I DELETE THIS !!?!??!

  12. Goodnight, My Sweet

    “Mommy?” “Yes, dear?” “I’m scared.” “Don’t be scared, little one. Nothing can harm you once the nightlights are lit.” “Are you sure?” “Of course.” “Mommy?” ...

  13. Loveable

    “You’re not unloveable, Catherine,” Liam chided gently, holding his friend’s teary eyed face between his large, calloused hands. He smiled at her softly as he said this, allowing his fingertips to brush against her flawless alab...

  14. Where the Blame Goes (rap challenge)

    Hey momma, holla back, It’s ya little boy writin’ from Iraq, I know ya wonderin as ya sittin there, why in heaven ya gotta be so scared, cuz ya little boy is carryin a gun, shootin up the villages just fo fun, and I know ya wonderin who...

  15. YOU PROMISED!!! (meteor challenge) (Mature)

  16. Speed Hump.(ficly challenge) (Mature)

  17. Torment

    originally published at 01:39AM on Sunday, November 25, 2007 The room is hot, the walls are wet, My forehead’s drenched with salty sweat, I struggle against rusted chains, my body’s coated in regret. With a loud creak from behind me, I scream i...

  18. Autopilot

    This is from my book, (unpublished) that I wrote in verse about personal experience and healing…this is one of the more depressing, but profound parts. The spaces that provide an awesome visual for the reading won’t show up, but I still lik...

  19. SLOW down

    Please, read this aloud and with a different enunciation on the different fonts S H u F F l e, S H u F F l e, step step step, Hurry Up! Hurry Up! S H u F F l e, S H u F F l e, bEEp, bEEp, bEEp, Hurry Up! ONE Hurry Up! TWO Hurry Up! THREE bEEp bEE...

  20. The Measure of Man

    A heavy bag hangs from his Belt, Lace gathers at his throat, Adorning regal shoulders is A macaroni coat. Though decked in some such finery, Tis prudent, make no err’ Though his stature makes for comeliness, Low is his character. So sings the man, wh...

  21. A Child's View of Trees at Night

    Their eyes are dull, the spark long gone, but still their stench remains. Among the graves and cold headstones, Beneath the waning moon, Under the starry sky that lights the ground with ever dimming lights, I have seen unimaginable things, I have seen ...

  22. Lethe the World be Forgotten

    an Ode to two forbidden lovers who died for their bond, Hero and Leander We stand here together, Hiding behind closed Doors where the sun never shines. We bathe in Lethe’s waters and forget the world around us. As the sun and moon, no one can stand t...

  23. Bella Luna(en espanol)

    Bella Luna, que suspira tanto dulcemente, llegue una mano y cerre mis ojos. Bella Luna, Mande mis pensamientos a la cama para descansar. Mamá Luna, que brilla tanto claramente, Ayudeme en mi colecta para sueño. Bella Luna, que suspira tanto dulcement...

  24. Old Record

    I’ve played so many rounds in this game called love, by now my heart is a skipping record with unwanted scratches and scars from being played over and over again. The needle digs in a little deeper each time scratching out the simple minuet of my rus...

  25. Is There Balm in Gilead?

    There are nights I wake Only to sob, There are nights I wake Screaming your name. It is your face that Haunts my dreams, Your sweet smile, The sounds of your voice, The smell of your hair. It is your name that still Lies carved in my chest, Hidden bene...

  26. 74 characters

    originally published at 12:56PM on Saturday, June 28, 2008 it takes more courage, to get back onto your feet, than it does to fall.

  27. three lines

    originally published at 12:53PM on Saturday, June 28, 2008 the memories fade, but the scars stay; so we must learn to live again

  28. seventeen syllables

    originally published at 12:49PM on Saturday, June 28, 2008 haiku. and these drones they claim to have life inside, but they can’t teach me to feel.

  29. Moose and Kat

    “This was one of the best behaved cats I’ve ever groomed!” The clerk exclaimed happily as he handed Moose over to me, all cleaned and wearing a brand new collar with green, bell shaped tags. “Oh?” “He’s such a...

  30. Let Go

    You promise, you’ll never leave? I don’t know anymore. If it’s my time, it’s my time. Don’t talk like that, you’re gunna get through this. If I leave, don’t keep my stuff too long. I don’t want all the pr...