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m0ri

Joined August 2012 and calls Tumblr home.

74 stories, 2 challenges, 83 comments, and 19 friends

a 16-year-old hikikomori punk boy who likes cats, plants, poetry, and coffee.

Stories

  1. The In Between

    I grew into a habit – that is, I like to convince myself that I am a monster. It makes it easy for me to get away with things; it gives me an excuse to be strong and violent. As a monster, I am unbreakable. But there are nights when I am so alone...

  2. Deliverance

    freedom is a beautiful woman and we are romantic schizophrenics sometimes she’s here, sometime’s she’s not sometimes you wonder if you ever had her to begin with sometimes the smallest thing brings her back so fast you feel infinity ...

  3. Watch the Queen Conquer

    nature is much stronger than we give her credit for she is the sea and the stars from which we were born and to which we shall return and she will not always be so forgiving. her body becomes a battle ground day after day her skin writhes and crumbles,...

  4. Oh, Death

    Listen close, for I shall preach the somber tale of Koen Leach. Far north among the valley plains where breeze whispers through the grains, he and his people, where the cattle roam, made these farmlands their forever home. All it took was a lone ember ...

  5. The Cove

    Ever since he was young, my son and I found solace among shore and coast, shallows which boast score of bright fish and sand. We with many choose to relax about the waves, the movement so consoling to a mother and son alike. Today, though… A set ...

  6. Rise

    Heat rises. Embers and fires, they begin in the darkest places among soot and dirt, and they work and breathe, snake and seethe as they reach the sky. To lick the cold night air, a silent prayer among crackling wood and dancing lights. Tongues of orang...

  7. A Poem About You

    Somewhere along the way, you got hurt, and there’s no denying it. Whether you’ve been jobless, loveless, homeless, or lonely, there’s been a time in your life when you’ve been missing something. But there’s a catch. You ar...

  8. It was All for You

    You didn’t come out of your room for three days. So I paid you a visit. I sat outside on your lawn and threw pebbles at your window until the sun turned pink with sleep. In the night, I spray painted your grass into letters that asked if you were...

  9. A Heart is a Heavy Burden

    a heart is a heavy burden, what can I say? we feel so deep that we let ourselves become so overwhelmed. we drown ourselves in our own poison because we like to believe that we are hurt and that we need someone to take care of us. a heart is a heavy bur...

  10. why the invisible stay hidden.

    people like us don’t want to stand out. after we get hurt we stop trying so hard because it’s different when you give someone the core of your being, the fibers of your soul, and they reject it, they push you away. oh, they’ll stick a...

  11. needless to say it didn't last.

    ugh it’s so, so, so stupid… but she’s really cute. Kallista has good vibes from this one, apparently and I’m glad to have her support. this girl’s really quiet and kind and sweet and I think she really gets me. I don’...

  12. try.

    you’re trying so very very hard to save me and it’s killing me.

  13. emptiness.

    people always wonder why I can’t be happy. why no number of friends or goods can fix the damage done to my delicate psyche, which becomes increasingly unstable on a daily basis. I can’t say I know for sure but I think I’ve got a start...

  14. bildungsroman.

    they never said it would be this hard to find myself. I’m torn between two lives, two polar opposites; given the ability to choose only one. I know what my family wants and what my friends want what society wants but what do I want? I’m stu...

  15. ships.

    I never meant to detach myself, you know. it was my fault for snapping. but what can I say? there was so much happening whether it be school or expectations or friends who need me or the fact that I may never be good enough. it was like a ship was sink...

  16. paranoia.

    everything everyone says is a lie. it’s sweet nothing to my aching, selfish ears. words alone are not enough to please me, it’s not enough to say you care, to say you love me. the solid anchor of physical connection is gone; how do I know y...

  17. can't let go.

    the thing about spring is new beginnings. the frost falls from the bare limbs of trees and the cloak of cold chill in the air is slowly removed. green is painted in the canopies and the birds sing and dart into the undergrowth. the gray skies, once lad...

  18. dreams of future.

    I look forwards to the days where I can feel the dew in the grass beneath my feet and the warmth of the sun on my face and the wind in the trees and songs of the birds and I can be happy. where things are meant to be and maybe we don’t believe in...

  19. enigma.

    too often do people search for the wrong things in life. they search, scouring desperately for someone. a significant other, whom they will love. and who will love them back with all their heart. who wants nothing more than to be by their side. but it&...

  20. Confused Musings

    Oh, desk. Oh, ink. Phrases and pictures and paintings, crafted by weary hands and a troubled mind. I’ve longed to feel any coherent pass of words through my fingertips. Anything that fits or even makes the least bit of sense. But I’ve been...

  21. Serendipity

    Why? Why was this happening to him? Calcipher… he was a homunculus. An artificial, manmade human. So why was he crying? The tears streamed down his porcelain pale face and marionette-red cheeks, dripping from his chin onto the cold floor. For a m...

  22. Dreamsdreamsdreams

    I blinked wide brown eyes, mouth agape. I drew a breath, as though I was going to say something, but no words came out. The man at the desk blinked at me. “Y-you like it?” I finally managed to stammer. The man stood, his wheeled chair shoot...

  23. Workaholic

    “Solid twelve hours…” I whispered briskly to myself. It was how long I’d been working that night. My maths binder was open on the floor, and around my desk was many textbooks. A few writing documents were opened up on my laptop,...

  24. Connecticut

    “Ugh!” The soldier groaned as he leaned against the brick wall of the public middle school. He was outfitted in full camouflage; along with a bulletproof vest, combat boots, and a helmet. “This is so boring. Why am I even here today?&...

  25. Bad Wolf

    Karina huffed a sigh, her breath floating out into the bitter air. She pushed through the branches, working herself even further from her village. She froze for a moment, remaining still and listening. The pack was still close behind her. Hungry wolves...

  26. Future

    May 24th, 2001 Washington, D.C. Director Abner Vanlandingham Dear Doctor Eli Nazeem, Please, do not bother mailing the armor prototype. I’m coming up to Lowell to personally see the progress you and Dr. Dixon have been making. I’m bringing ...

  27. Myth

    The Void was good to Fury. She did not have to restrict her form at all. Here, she could be free, in a sense. Her orange eyes glowed, burning through the thick darkness as she settled her abysmal gaze onto the mother and son. She felt strong emotions f...

  28. Engineered

    May 23rd, 2001 Lowell, Massachusetts Doctor Eli Nazeem Dear Director Vanlandingham, The subjects are responding well to their treatment. A few of the augmentation drugs have caused them extreme pain, but I have not introduced them to something that the...

  29. Children

    April 13th, 2001 Lowell, Massachusetts Doctor Jude Dixon Dear Doctor Eli Nazeem, I have acquired your two subjects. One is male and one is female in accordance with your request. They are both eight years of age, as I believe this will be suitable for ...

  30. Super-soldier

    November 5th, 2000 Cambridge, Massachusetts Doctor Eli Nazeem Dear MGySgt Abner Vanlandingham, First of all, I would like you to know how terribly sorry I am that you have been relieved of your military duties. However, I still believe you to be a high...

m0ri's Friends (19)

  • Riley
  • punpun
  • Robert Quick
  • Tad Winslow
  • Princess Binky Lemontwist (LoA)
  • Fox amongst wolves
  • Over the Precipice of the Unknown; Into the Frontier of Uncertainty
  • sky.castles
  • Abby (LoA)
  • madiloveszombies
  • soup
  • Sunny Leigh Meadows
  • Raphael Bane
  • Shoving Leopard
  • Iris...Alone
  • Niall Hastings
  • Sunny Reid
  • inky blue
  • Cariad Ceffyl

m0ri's Followers (19)

  • Riley
  • punpun
  • Robert Quick
  • Tad Winslow
  • Princess Binky Lemontwist (LoA)
  • sky.castles
  • Over the Precipice of the Unknown; Into the Frontier of Uncertainty
  • Abby (LoA)
  • Fox amongst wolves
  • soup
  • madiloveszombies
  • Sunny Leigh Meadows
  • Raphael Bane
  • Shoving Leopard
  • Iris...Alone
  • Sunny Reid
  • ElshaHawk (LoA)
  • Cariad Ceffyl
  • inky blue