For those reading have probably already acknowledged my fate. I’m sorry for leaving you so unexpectedly, but you guys never knew the war going on in my life; mentally and physically.

Life seemed to have no more meaning anymore. The world is so unforgiving, and when I look up into the night sky; to its supreme vastness. I realized how small I really am. I knew no one would care really if I leave. Again I say please forgive me, and understand this was for the best; for all of those that I left behind.

Love,
Joshua
[Pen drops]
“Aaah that seems pretty covincing. It’ll work real well.”