You make me want to cry. You can do what no one else can. No one else makes me feel the confusion and pain that you bring. But no one makes me feel the joy and peace either. Why do you play such a dual role? Why are you a double-edged sword?

You make the tears want to pour from my eyes and run down my face but I won’t let them. I refuse to let you get to me. I refuse to let the pain overtake me. I will stay strong and I will fight. I don’t know what you’ll decide. I don’t know how many more times you’ll change your mind. What I do know is that these tears are staying right where they are. Someplace you’ll never see.