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Bold as love

Maybe you were right.
I should have kept the brakeneck boyfriend pace. Not only did I need to convince you to talk to me. I had to accept all your sexual issues, because it’s normal for people to hang out with people who fuck them over. But I wanted you to see how happy you could be and you refused to accept happiness, and thats what it felt like to me. Yea in the beginning we would go out, near the end I didn’t have money to do anything but eat, sleep, and fuck, but did that mean the fun was over? Depending on the day after driving hours to see you realizing you wern’t overtly excited or happy I would hang out with my friends because at least they would enjoy the visit. How many times did you return the favor? Money doesn’t grow on trees and you could never elaborate your feelings for me anyway. You’re slow dancing in a burning room. When you realize my intent and who I am you’ll thank me, but you should probably figure out who you are first.
But yes maybe you were right.

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