I never thought I’d see the day when you left us. I never thought I’d wake up that day and hear my mother say “Honey, she’s dead.” I never thought I’d see my grandmother so heartbroken over the lost of her sister. I never thought I’d see the day when I saw you in your little black box. I never thought I’d touch you one last time as I scattered you into the water. I never thought I’d hear you say you loved me or heard your beautiful laugh for one last time, just weeks before.

Aunt Dede, I never thought you’d leave me.

I know you feel better, that the pain has gone away and you’re no longer alone. But you’ve left a hole in my heart that I know will never heal. I miss you so much, and I’m waiting for the day til I can see you again. I miss you so much, you were like a second grandmother to me, and every moment spent with you was precious to me.

Aunt Dede, I will never forget you. My guardian angel, look out for me.

I love you so much, and I always will, I promise you that.