I’m sick of all the trying
all the lies
And all the crying.
I’m sick of all the reasons
when I don’t know why.

I wish for the beginning
the time before
We started sinning.
I wish that I could take back
every moan and every sigh.

Then you left me waiting
hoping for
some navigating.
Then you left me wondering
which way that I should go.

Still I sit alone here
Cold, and
Without you near.
Still I sit and wish I’d said
the things you’ll never know.

I hope that you’ll forget me
reminisce, but
Leave it empty.
I hope that you survive
but never again are whole.

My soul, it still is hurting
yet still
You keep on flirting.
My soul never recovered
from the part of me you stole.

My happiness, it’s gone now.
disappeared,
It’s only dark now.
My happiness, it’s something
I gave up on getting back.