You tell me
I’m
worthless and
stupid and take up
space
You say I
have nothing
and get what I
deserve I
just don’t
think I can
take this anymore.

I hate that
you can make me
feel this way but
I see no
other
alternative I promised
I would never even
think
about doing something
like this but
I really
have
no other options.

So today
today
today is the day I lose
my childish lie
life’s one great deception
the one
thing
we
all
used
to
have.

So I now say
goodbye forever you
vicious cur you
horrible
little person who
despite my pleas for you to
desist and to simply
leave
me
alone.

I smile as I
see the lights leaving
the attic that once was
your
cruel little mind from
windows plastered open from
fear of what was to come
and I sit back with
the life on
my
hands and I let out a
giggle for
today was the
day I lost
my lie
and today is
the day I
am finally
set
free
from your
words and your
ridicule
and I hope
you’re
happy.