I think one day I’m just going to burst.

One day, I’m just going to spill it all out. I’m going to tell you everything… before I can stop myself.

I’m terrified of this day.

Because… it’s going to screw everything up. Everything. I’m scared of loosing it. I’m scared of loosing… you. I’m scared that by telling you… everything will change. Everything will be completely screwed up. Nothing will be the same. And things are perfect now.

I’m so scared.

But I don’t know how much longer I can go without saying anything. I just… it would be such a relief. To let it all out to you.

I want to tell you. I’m just scared.