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Avatar Author: Princess Binky Lemontwist (LoA) I am the Guardian of the Ink Wells and Head Flight Attendant of Our Strange and Wonderful House. Read Bio

Absolutely, positively FUMING MAD!!

And I can’t stand feeling like this.
And I want my old self back.
I want the innocence.
And I crave the days when life was so simple.
And I didn’t have to worry about your half-lies and crude jokes.
When reading between the lines was never necessary.

But now you’ve waltzed into my life.
Insulted me.
Laughed at me.
Offered me “advice”.

And where has it gotten me?
I’m self-conscious.
And I can never say the right thing.
And I feel so alone.
And I feel like screaming.
And I hate your guts.

But I can’t do that when you make me smile and laugh at the same time.
And when I know, that in your own twisted way, you actually do mean well.

And now I’m in a vicious circle of trying to figure you out.
And dodging the fireballs in the process.

You have taken something from me. You along with your friend.

And I don’t know what to do anymore.
And I feel like I won’t be good enough.

And it feels like the world is morphing before my eyes.
And I hate the way time changes it all.

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Comments (6 so far!)

  1. Ahfl_icon THX 0477

    Whoa, I have no idea what the situation is, but I don’t need to. The high emotion and high intensity conflict/angst/conundrum comes through nicely.

    And welcome back!

  2. Avatar Princess Binky Lemontwist (LoA)

    Thanks. Nice to be back. :)

  3. Avatar Robert Quick

    Hey Princess, long time no see. Why don’t we go on an adventure that transcends the now?

    Also I definitely feel this . . . piece. I too grieve for the idyllic me, the one from Before.

  4. Avatar Princess Binky Lemontwist (LoA)

    Oooooh tell me more, Sir Robert. :P

  5. Avatar JonB

    Shakes you up in the way that only a good tantrum can; quite exhilarating. I like it.

  6. Avatar Princess Binky Lemontwist (LoA)

    Why thank you. :)

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