Absolutely, positively FUMING MAD!!

And I can’t stand feeling like this.
And I want my old self back.
I want the innocence.
And I crave the days when life was so simple.
And I didn’t have to worry about your half-lies and crude jokes.
When reading between the lines was never necessary.

But now you’ve waltzed into my life.
Insulted me.
Laughed at me.
Offered me “advice”.

And where has it gotten me?
I’m self-conscious.
And I can never say the right thing.
And I feel so alone.
And I feel like screaming.
And I hate your guts.

But I can’t do that when you make me smile and laugh at the same time.
And when I know, that in your own twisted way, you actually do mean well.

And now I’m in a vicious circle of trying to figure you out.
And dodging the fireballs in the process.

You have taken something from me. You along with your friend.

And I don’t know what to do anymore.
And I feel like I won’t be good enough.

And it feels like the world is morphing before my eyes.
And I hate the way time changes it all.