I can confirm that on the evening of Day 30, I met another “christian woman” who snapped me right out of my obsessive “one woman” thinking from the last month mere hours before I was due to see said woman again.

This other woman is actually moving to Timaru this weekend, however that was all the sign I needed to realize my prior distress was regarding the loss of “being with someone who was interested in me also, and having someone to care for” not actually over the potential loss of the female in question “To my extreme surprise”