Its tearing up my heart
Being with you
I thought you wanted to
Be with me too

I know that I can
Be embarrassing
I thought you were the guy
I could be with without it mattering

I can see it in your eyes
You’re suffering
And I can see it
In the hands that you wring

The way you look at me
Is troubling
And when all you say is nothing
Its frustrating

You tell me all the time
I’m beautiful
The expression on your face
Makes those words dull

I wish you’d tell me why
You act this way
It shouldn’t be a price
I have to pay

But I tell you everyday
That I’m still here
And pushing me away
Won’t make me disappear