This was a very moving piece into the pain and heartache in the realization of what we are, and how others would respond. Although it’s not a comforting spiritual quote, your story reminded me of one of Jesus’s statements on the Sermon on the Mount …. “That ye may be the children of your Father which is in heaven: for He maketh His sun to rise on the evil and on the good, and sendeth rain on the just and on the unjust.” Basically, things just happen
Minor edit needed: In the 2nd paragraph, second to last sentence: “can’t their mouth shut”…it needs the word “keep” added.
I love how you say the character has noone to talk to. Noone that can keep there mouth-shut anyway. rofl… Reminds me of a few people I know… (Not You :P)
Krulltar 
akitore 
The Silence [All By Myself] {LoA}