past < present

I don’t think he understands how important to me he truly is.

My past is filled with lies, abuse, cheating; i couldn’t take it anymore.
Before him, I had nothing.
I was treated like nothing.
My life, was nothing

He cheated on me with my best friend
He lied to me …straight to my face
He acted like I wasn’t important to him.
…and I let him get away with it.

That was my past.
Almost ten months of my past, wasted; emotionally abused; forgotten…

This is my present.
He’s always by my side.
He treats me like a princess
He means the world to me

People who know of my past tend to think I don’t like relationships.
They are wrong.
All that I need is someone to hug, someone to talk to, someone to give my love to.
He is that someone I need.

Not someone who could care less if I called them up in the middle of the night, crying.
Like what He did to me.

Things are going to get better.
They have already, to be honest.
and to be more honest;
I think I love him.

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