I’ve never been appreciated in my life.
I’ve always been disrespected, taunted at, made fun of, and ridiculed.
I’ve been very upset, for very long. I didn’t think there was a way to come out of this shell of deep depression. Even my parents didn’t give me that warm, fuzzy feeling they usually give, to know they care. I got a cold, hatred type feeling towards them, especially father.
Then, everything changed. Then I met you.
And my life took a complete turn for the best.
Suddenly,
I was the happiest guy alive. I was always giving a smile, even to my worst enemies.
I had purpose, it was to make you smile, keep your heart beating as fast was it was, and it was for me.
That made me feel important, I no longer had this feeling of despair, like I was useless.
I felt needed, for once in my life. For once, I felt like someone wanted me there. I actually, put a smile on someone’s face.

Sometimes, I guess I just don’t take the time to look at what I really mean to people.

You have no idea what you mean to me.