Life comes at you pretty fast sometimes and often, you find yourself saying things you wish you could take back. I know that there are a lot of times that I wish that I could go back in time and take back something I either said to someone or about someone. That happened tonight. Of all the people in the world I could have said something to, I said it to him. I mean, come on. This is the guy who has been nothing but sweet and honest to me since I met him. I cant get him out of my head and I want nothing more than to be with him all the time. So, of course, what else would I do? Screw things up. Not on purpose, of course, but something was said that shouldn’t have been said and now, I have to pay for it. I was just compared to someone who did the same thing to him before…that really doesnt make me feel any better. I apologize and still feel as though I need to see him, to let him know that I am here to stay and that I wont leave him…his past is his past plain and simple…but its not that simple.