He broke into my life once again and trampled over my nicely laid plans. My heart had mended long ago but it still bores the scars of his thoughless actions. I can’t live knowing he loves me and is not with me, but it kills me to think that he doesn’t.

These words on the paper lash out at me. The words he expressed so deperately in his letter. “Bash in my brain and make me scream with pain, then kick me once again and say we’ll never part." I believed you! I think I still may. I know too well, I’m underneath your spell, so darling if you smell something burning it’s my heart.”

My candle still burns until you come and blow it out.