I hate you. I hope you finally wake up one morning all alone with no one that cares about you. You are the reason for all the problems on my life. Without you i would be so much happier and would have a much better life. If you were not my dad i wouldnt be as fucked up as i am today. I probably wouldnt have tried to kill myself. I would probably still be with the guy that i love. I would just be such a better person without you.