I have always said that there is somebody for everybody. But here I am alone again and I’m starting to wonder if that saying is really true. I’m not sure how someone goes from spending their nights alone to finding someone that is willing and happy to spend time with you and they stay happy. I hope that these feelings will pass but after this past relationship I wonder if it will really happen for me.

When the person that your with was never really happy in the relationship, you begin to question everything. Would they have told me, would they have ever been happy, and how long would they kept up this facade? By then I think that he was just playing me like any other guy but he just played the game better then anyone else.

And now I’m back to where I started; alone and unhappy. So is there really someone for everybody… I don’t know anymore.