I’d love to experience the pain I’ve made you go through. Even if it fails at returning you to me, watching you go through minor physical pain made me want to save you. Your screams? They sounded so real and I felt so helpless. I wish I could protect you. From me, from them, from everything.
The last couple of months. What happened? When did it all start? Thinking back now I can’t even tell you. It was probably something I did. Whatever it was it domino effected. Because of me you met him. Because of that experience, you went further. I was going to leave. I made that video that morning. I cried so hard. Hate me.
You say you never break promises. Two more years right? Two more years…