What happens if you love one of your best friends? Someone you have known for years but never really had the courage to tell him how you felt. So you didn’t. You just stood by and waited. Pretending everything is okay and you don’t actually have feelings for him. You just stood by and watched him date girl after girl and break up with girl after girl. But he never noticed you or how you felt. Other people did though. So you acted like you hated him, and told yourself you were over him. But you weren’t. Every time he smiled or laughed something inside you just cracked and you were back to where you started. And then you were crushed when you found out he had started to date your closest friend. So many emotions at once, heartbreak, betrayal,realization but you don’t tell anyone, just hope it gets better. But it doesn’t and I still can’t get over him.