Thoughts - They Drown (Part 2)
Pains, heartache – Can’t change the past -
This counterfeit happiness just won’t last.
Spinning in circles, making me nauseous -
Not letting you hold me – I need to be cautious.
I try to run, as fast as light -
They close in faster, blinding bright.
Thoughts are poisonous to the soul -
Stronger than I – Beyond my control.
Consumed in weakness – never gone -
So, yet again, I’m withdrawn.
Now I collapse – Desperate and lonely -
When I forsook you, my one and my only.
Never again will I make this mistake –
As I lie here – Forever awake.
Distress and sorrow -
Will be my tomorrow.
Never again will I let you in -
These towering walls that I let you within.