Something unidentifable stays in my throat
Choaks me up and slips away my smile
Causes tears and a sickening feeling
Forcing away the feeling is undoable
Ignoring it is impossible
Is this what if feels like?
To really cry strong tears?
To really feel useless?
To be let down by someone you love?
To miss someone so much it really hurts?
I have nothing to say that will change your mind.
Nothing to bring you home to me.
So for right now I am stuck with
A choaked up throat,
And some useless longing
With no one to hold my hand.