As I sit and wait; I hope with all my heart that I’m not pregnant because I don’t want to have to hurt you. I don’t want to have to tell you that I don’t believe in abortion for me. And I don’t want you to feel like you have to be here. And that’s all I want to yell to you, but if I’m not pregnant then I don’t want you to have to worry with me. But it scares the hell out of me…