Dearest Mom

I’m sorry. I’m sorry for treating you disrespectfully for the past few days. I’m sorry for not talking to you properly. I’m sorry for yelling at you. I’m sorry for throwing stuff around. I’m sorry for telling you that you could not make me feel good. I’m sorry for lying to you. I’m sorry for deceiving you like this. But I just can’t take it anymore. Sandra left me and I have to leave this world now. I have to go mom. I’m sorry. I can’t take it anymore mom. I gotta go.

I love you.

Andrew

I looked at your face. So calm, so serene. It felt as though you’d just get up and say ‘Boo!’ to scare me like you used to.