You ever have a follow-up appointment and have that one person that tells you that everything is going to be ok? Well that person is my mom. I want to ask her if she ever worries that everything isn’t going to be ok. But as her daughter I can’t seem to bring myself to ask her. She knows that I fear that they will find something. But how do you ask your parent if they have gone to that dark side of the outcome?

But,
“Mom Do you ever worry that everything isn’t going to be ok?”
“Because I really don’t know. And I need for you to know because I’m scared.”