My cousins don’t even seem to notice their parents’ problems. They’re probably so used to it they don’t realize anything about it. I hate me. I don’t believe in suicide, but I hate me. I hate how I am. I wish I was pretty like the other people in the world. I wish I wasn’t so skinny. I’m skinnier than Lindsay Lohan after liposuction. That’s what the “popular” people tell me. Even my name is ugly. Mackenzie Liam Farghle. Ew. What kind of name is that?I think the only reason I’m still alive is because of my best friend. Kell. Kell, Kell, Kell. It’s such a beautiful name. Kell. You could sing that over and over and over again in a song and it would be the most perfect thing ever.