I want to stop crying, but I can’t. I’ve been crying since you said those words: “I just need a little space.”

Not tiny tears sliding down my face, but great, big, rock-sized tears that left me sobbing and gasping for breath. I don’t think I’ve ever cried this hard.

I don’t understand it. How can it be over? Three days ago, we were fine. We were happy. Then, you disappeared. When you came back, you said we need to talk. I knew what that meant. I just don’t understand why? What happened in those three days? You’ll never tell me.

Was it something I said? Something I did?

“It’s not you, it’s me.” was what you said.

I can’t help but feel like it’s my fault. I feel like I’ve ruined this just like I’ve ruined everything else.

I just want to know why. Why is it over?

How can it be over when I still love you?