Second line ,blue.? what .
This is really lovely.
It is nice when you remember in passing,
what could have been, but better knowing you have survived the event .

you survived! Breaks into song..I will survive…

oh, i’m back, that was weird.. You are right about the thinking, you have to remember or you will just do it all over again.

Too true, Elsha. And what Marli means I’m guessing that you missed out a ‘what’ in the second line.

I wonder how it ended…
I love this poem (and I’m not a poetry fan), and all of its truth.

I like it. It’s about reminiscing without being desperate or maudlin. You’re just wondering, even though you’ve done the healthy stuff in terms of moving on and learning. Nice message to it all.