When I think of you, The Beetles lyrics come to mind. “I want you. I want you SO bad.” I know you want me too, but its not the same. I want you for experiences and feelings and happy times together. I’m starting to get the feeling that you only want me for one thing.

I suspect this and yet I continue to encourage you. If it were any other person I would have killed them months ago. I would have forgotten them and moved on. But with you its different. I can’t get over you. I just can’t.

Its not fair. I want so much more out of this than you do. Its been over a year now and I’ve been patient but that patience is quickly fading. You’re running out of time, buddy. You better make a move. Or rather, you better make the right move.

I love you but you’re hurting me. I don’t know what you want and I don’t know where this is going. I don’t like not knowing. But I can’t stop thinking about you. I’ve never been able to stop thinking about you.

Please just make up your mind.