I’m deeply sorry for the family crisis and am happy you didn’t take those pills. But if you love the Army, I would commit to it heartily (they should help you pay for school, I thought) and if she truly loves you, she will understand. I know that’s hard to hear, but it’s the truth. You shouldn’t sacrifice your dreams (or the hope of a better life). I will keep you in my thoughts and hope you find your path in life and true happiness.
Horrorfan13