Last night I found out a close family friend of my girlfriend had gotten ovarian cancer. And it had gotten worse.

My girlfriend told me this.

She didn’t know her well but it made her extremely sad. And I didn’t have any words of comfort. She started crying.. And I felt so bad because there was nothing I could do.

I couldn’t hold her. She is in new york and I’m in virginia.

I told her I loved her and would no matter what. (But that only helped a little)

I’ve never been in a situation like this and none of my friends could help me because they were all asleep…

I told her through all my silence it was now that I’d be holding her and how much I love her and she calmed down some.. She stopped crying in a minute or so.

But then she wanted to talk all normal and for me to act normal to help cheer her up but I couldn’t. I was too worried about her.