I slept with my best friend’s boyfriend and I regret it.

To be completely honest, I actually don’t.

As much as I want to, I can’t regret it. We got carried away last night and I should have been the good friend and ignored his passes, but I have the biggest crush on him and I wasn’t going to let the opportunity pass me by. So, I didn’t and let’s just say the rest is history.

I was planning on telling Lisa. I really was, but Kyle said he needed to date Lisa because her dad is a big shot. I know it’s not a good excuse whatsoever, but I felt like that meant it was a sign that he did want to be with me somehow.

Rumors quickly started flying when people saw us hanging out a lot while Lisa was on a church retreat. I know she doesn’t listen to rumors but with so many she’s bound to get suspicious.

That’s probably why she asked me to hang out today. To confront me about it before she starts believing anybody. I’m prepared to deny everything. I won’t ruin one of the best things going on for me: Kyle.