Beautiful! You could use paragraph breaks if you have characters left, but you have put a lot of feeling into this.

I like the no paragraph breaks. Do we think in paragraphs? Well, okay, some of us do. Others of us have to think to paragraph a thought.

What I’m trying to say is I think the “no paragraph breaks” was intentional.

No thought, just feeling.

I like the sense of hopefulness amidst an honest acknowledgment of emotional pain. I’m going to have side with Elsha on paragraphs, plus that sentence that starts, “I’d like to believe…” might go better broken up or reworded. Still, it’s a lovely, emotional exploration of grieving a lost relationship.