something you said
pushed the blade in
made my bed
took a final chunk
slew me

now dead
i hope i forever haunt you
curse your dreams
taint your memory
cause you pain

i hope you drown in sorrow
hope you are sick at my name
hope the sight of me smiling scars you
hope my forgiveness makes you scratch out your eyes
hope the girl you take as yours disowns you and you remain so
hope your world crashes around you as mine crashed and makes you weep as i wept

i hope one day you see me
happy
and know
that you’re missing out
that you never deserved me
that the love you faked to me is long dead in my ears
and that knowing that i am happy makes you wretch

good bye sweet lover
your steady fuck has taken leave
and your new old woman awaits
masochist she
still believing in you

and i hope you break her heart too

so she can see you as i do

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