I sit here and hold it inside….
Outside, I am restricted from freedom
Inside I’m a child that needs Ritalin
jumping around with drool hanging from my mouth
Stained with blood and tears
I cannot scream
I am stripped of all my privileges
my head is throbbing
& I continue to sit here
Everyone that I’ve helped is just watching me
Die
I sit here quietly and I jump around
My body tremblings because
I can’t take it anymore …
But I remain still yet I’m melting away inside
I’m screaming inside, but nothing comes out in the outer me
Some one please come help me
I’m alone
I’m in the dark
they are going to get me
please, shine a light
I’m afraid, I’m scared
I see it
My pain is eating me
I could rip my skin off my bones and not feel as much pain as my parents have inflicted on me
Two worlds judging me
& I’m still laying here in many different pieces
bruised & scarred
I’m afraid
But I have to break free
I’m scared
But I have to breathe
I’m disgusted
But I live
I’m petrified
But I need to be me
Someone
Please
Help!