I can no longer handle the pain. I haven’t written a single thing in ages , but I can no longer handle the pain. The one boy I swore I would marry left me. He dumped me , flat out , because my mother didn’t like him any more. I don’t think he realizes what he means to me. Today would have been our two year anniversary , and I can’t handle the pain. I’m too depressed now to speak , I just want to crawl into bed , and hide from the pain. He promised me he’d never do this to me , he’d never break my heart like this. He lied to me about all of that , I guess.

Love does not exist anymore.