Hello and welcome to Ficly. The character limit sure is tough sometimes. Isn’t it? Sometimes we have to leave out the proper spacing and our stories look jumbled. I hate when that happens because it makes our stories difficult to read.
This story sounds like it has a lot of thoughtful reflections and strong emotions but I had a difficult time looking past the presentation issues, and feel I may have missed its purpose.

Thats right actually…had to cut it short and missed 4 – 5 lines which would sum up the story.