you loved him so
and i’d be a liar if i said
i don’t know how you feel
but i’d also be lying
if i told you i care
that he crushed your heart
into a million pieces
because you know what i felt
yes, you, you ignorant bitch
but i know that i couldn’t compare

but he’s giving it up
and you can’t cry enough
so i’m sitting here wanting to laugh
i try to be nice
yes, i’m trying so hard
but sympathy is a tough thing to fake

and the words miss my tongue
as they fly out my mouth
and i wish i could catch them in time

but if i could erase
all of him from your mind,
then i wouldn’t hesitate
one bit

i would fill up your mind
with something happy and
something warm
and something smiling
and something beautiful to see

but i can’t
and i won’t
so just deal with it.