You’ve damaged me,
you’ve changed me,
you’ve made me something new;
When you turned around
and walked away,
I didn’t know what to do.
and now my mind
is messed up too,
along with my heart and soul.
And I’ve tried and tried,
but now i know
that I will never again be whole.
So I walk around scared,
cold and alone,
afraid of everyone in sight.
My only goal
is to not wake up
screaming in the middle of the night.
I’ve learned by now
that calling your name
can no longer do any good-
even though I hoped
I always somehow
knew that it never would.