So here you’ve come to haunt me again.
I thought I’d lost you for good-
You come around more often now
then I really wish you would.
You wiggle your way in my everyday life
In subtle unexpected ways
That leave me wondering where you went
And how you spend your days.
You chose to leave and now you’re gone;
Yet somehow you remain.
Every time I smile or laugh
You’re that fear in the back of my brain.
I cry out for you at times in the dark
And wish you were holding me tight.
I can even feel the strength of your arms,
It’s a memory I can’t help but fight.

So why won’t you tell us why you left?
Everyday we wonder why
You left your family out to dry
Holding on to all your lies.
You see, those lies are all we have,
besides what’s tragically true:
That the reason I can’t trust in him
is because I can’t trust you.