So i sit here once again.
alone
and you’re gone,
always gone.
But are you thinking of me too?
See this aching in my brain
simply won’t go away
until you’re near.
always gone.
Throb throb bleed
bleed out until you sigh
and lose sight
of me
always gone.
So heavy is my heart
like a weight
sinking down
beyond my strength
to bear it.
Because you’re always gone.

One day should you come back
There would stop
the ache, the pain, the heavy
the loss.
Return to happiness
always in sight.
But until then
I’ll sit here
alone
hungover
but still drunk.
I’ll take the aches
the pains
the heavy
to merely escape
all thoughts of you.