My thoughts are shooting around in my head, similar to a loose cannon which cannot be controlled. I try to release using self medication, self manipulation, self mutilation.. but why does nothing seem to help me? I scream and cry out in frustration, begging for a greater escape. My hands tremble as I write due to constant images and thoughts of you melted into my brain like a sad old television screen. I crave you, your scent, your touch. You’re my poison, my addiction, you will be the death of me but I will overcome anything thrown in my way to reach you. I want to fill my air with you, I want you inside of me, filling every empty spot in my body. You belong with me, and I with you, my angel.