sometimes
i try hard
to remember
what happened
while writing a poem

where did this words come from
are they really mine
was i drunk
or was i just asleep
?

what was going through my head
who was going through my head
when did these thoughts form
and when were they released
?

did they undergo
changes
throughout
the synapses
and thought processes
and analytical algorithms
or were they raw
from the start
?

sometimes
these questions
run through my head
when i read
anything
i’ve ever written