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Endless Plea

my mind gets the best of me
showing the worst of me
nothing can erase what’s said
Its all me
I’m my own enemy
Like a razor in my ear
Piercing to my soul
nothing is left standing
only darkness
I’m so cold
I hate my reflection
I hate your face,
haunting my every thought
dampening my inner light
your voice playing in my head
I hate everything we were
everything we will never be
still haunting every dream
I can not love you like I did
I can not be your friend
we said our good byes
laying our past to rest
SO WHY DOES IT HAUNT ME
you’re dead to me
I can’t live on this way
I have to just get it out
Its killing me inside
to hold it all in
I once was full of love
now its just all pain
You left me first broken hearted
and now a broken soul
light has left me
I hate who I have become
WHAT AM I DOING
WHO HAVE I BECOME
Why would anyone ever love me
I am nothing
just an ugly wretched soul
with no place to go
here I will wither and die
This is my life
empty Gone
stop haunting me
its killing me
JUST LET ME GO

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